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RT @jacobfuknjones: @ashgetbandzzz I fucking love alcohol and cigarettes. Drinker and smoker. One may say that there is a third hidden opti…

@sempmarrow7672 Gn oomf

There were just like 8 lightning strikes without thunder
How does that work?
I even have my window open so I should hear them
But there is no sound

Just looking through YouTube for something to watch, then I see that a vid was released 7 years ago
I think to myself "wow I was 7 when that released, time flies"
I FORGOT THAT I AM 16
HOW DO YOU FORGET YOUR OWN AGE pic.x.com/pfnvziryvu

Inaba truly is peak female character in fiction
Doesn't get better
No changing my opinion x.com/retardwriting/… (⊹)

RT @TwinkleWrldOrdr: Leave me alone I'm autistic

Well it was nice talking to someone again for more than five minutes
I'll go back to writing now though pic.x.com/1rkoxfvha4

@Rotten_Rc Thanks
But you didn't give out?
Like it wasn't your fault??
if I understood what you said right right now
Like we did some things wrong but in the end it was me who made us end

@Rotten_Rc But I did too many things wrong so I thought it would be better if you weren't with me
Of course I wanted you to stay with me but I couldn't change myself enough

@Rotten_Rc I just tried to do what I thought was good for you
That's why I didn't tell you if I felt shit sometimes
That's why I started to push you away from me because I thought you would be happier without me
Being with you was the best time in my life

@Rotten_Rc Yea
I lost hope in myself
I didn't think I could improve
I always wanted to get better for you but I think I started to think that I couldn't do that

@Rotten_Rc I'm sorry I promised you that
If I hadn't fallen in love with you I never would have broken it

@Rotten_Rc I know
I probably won't improve
It will probably get even worse
That's exactly why I tried to get you away from me
I didn't want to hurt you but I did exactly that by trying not to
That's my problem
I want to be close to people but I don't want them to be close to me

@Rotten_Rc I won't and didn't forget what we said we wanted to do
I can't forget that
And I thought I understood you
But I didn't
I've tried to like what In my eyes was helping you but I only made it worse with my backwards logic
I know what I did wrong

@Rotten_Rc I know that I did it
I did that subconsciously
I wanted to be with you
That's why I pushed you away
It doesn't make sense but I wanted to be close to you while keeping me away from you because I felt like I would just hurt you if you were close to me

@Rotten_Rc I know you don't want to hear that
But I can't think of myself any other way
I try to convince myself that I can be a good friend
But I'm just way too toxic for that
I ruin things by trying to not be a bad person
I do the wrong things when I want to do the right things

@Rotten_Rc If I get from others it makes me feel like a burden
And if I feel like I'm not good for someone I push them away
That's why I didn't always talk about what was wrong
I was scared that I might have pushed you away
I didn't want that so I just shut up when I didn't feel good

@Rotten_Rc I know you didn't do it like I did
And it wasn't my intention to say that
I ignored you often I know that
I know that I was an awful person during our relationship
I tried to be the best I could
But I can't always be good I'm too awful of a person

@Rotten_Rc I know
But I tried my best to improve myself and stop ignoring you when I felt like shit
I ignored you because I thought if I talked to you I might say things that I would regret later because if I feel awful I get angry at myself and everyone else even if they want to help

@Rotten_Rc No
I didn't mean it like that
You're twisting my words
I know what you did for me while we were together
And I appreciate
But sometimes you also did the same things I did
I won't say I didn't deserve it but we should have talked instead of just being like "well that happened"

@Rotten_Rc I had my phone taken so often because I messaged you
I always was the one who had to give his phone away during school time
It wasn't nice getting comments because of that
But I still did my best finding time to write you in school
Even if that meant I would ruin reputation

@Rotten_Rc I know what I did wrong
And I apologized for it countless times
But you didn't always respond in one hour
You ignored me for multiple days too
I know I was way worse
And I won't deny that I'm not a good person
And I did the exact same thing in school

@Rotten_Rc Don't act like you didn't ignore me too or are better than me in that regard
At least I didn't do it to hurt you
And I explained why I changed my mind during the time we were together to you multiple times

@pun1shedgustavo Gd oomfie

@Rotten_Rc This sounds cringe asf
But there are some things I haven't even told you in the time we knew each other
I can be a very different person than what you or for that matter anyone knows

@Rotten_Rc If I put my mind to it I can ignore myself
So I'm pretty sure I wouldn't panic nor get overwhelmed
But I don't know that for sure since I won't just go around stabbing random people

@Rotten_Rc Ok say why I would have a panic attack from that then?
And I don't mind an argument
We aren't together anymore nor friends apparently so I can live with that

@Rotten_Rc No?
You know me for over a year now
You should really know better

@Rotten_Rc Erm no??
Like actually no
I'm pretty confident that I would've done better
I just don't want to

I'm bored asf
Just reading something rn
Might go back to writing a bit soon

Probably biggest loser '24
😭
That shit was embarrassing pic.x.com/nm9fkmv6rk x.com/SteyrACR_real/… (⊹)

RT @NoZaku_78: @SteyrACR_real >turkish
>neo-nazi
Bro should’ve just offed himself lol.

Oomfie is lying
Not funny
Oomf should know better than that pic.x.com/qyeg9al2k0

I need a haircut
Preferably with a 12gauge pic.x.com/kauek2wusm

RT @dogtummy: im stuck in my bed help

Just watched kokoro connect again
And holy shit
The setup for a second season is so annoying
Like there won't be any second season
The last episode got released in 2012
I want a second season
17 episodes isn't nearly enough

@pondox369696 Gd oomf

Gm oomfs
Just woke up
Slept horribly
Idk why

@pun1shedgustavo Nothing
Just schizoretard tweeting again

You see
I'm sad it had to end this way
I couldn't do anything
Maybe I delusioned my way into thinking I could
Anyways
It was nice while it lasted pic.x.com/lvd0wkhqr3

Give me my life back

Is anyone even reading what I write or is everyone just pretending?

Wrote a tiny bit more
I'm slowly running out of ideas, but I don't want to do big time skips yet,
My MC still has to find someone to take interest in, not romantically, just another interesting character, I can't think of a right time to introduce one though pic.x.com/snmghnbmhd

@pun1shedgustavo Rei has the perfect personality
Even if it's just slightly existent, that what makes her the best
She's cute
Mari is just, flat, she doesn't even have any character development

RT @asukahourly: pic.x.com/lsaogr9pdb

@pun1shedgustavo I believe you just like her because she's a cliché
Big tits-no personality
That's why you like her pic.x.com/k8o0ffprea

@pun1shedgustavo pic.x.com/abpbgmpu2u

RT @FoidReipist1488: Best girl in Evangelion hands down pic.x.com/oybnqpdcry